Stir Crazy as all hell

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I just can't take it anymore! There are plenty of others in worse situations than mine but living where I live I am left looking in every direction only to find constant reminders of my problem. This issue is leaving me feeling trapped, confined, and suffocated. The solution to this? I need wheels. I live in an area where walking anywhere is impractical even though it's the suburbs. I live along a busy road where you are better off being a part of the ensuing traffic flow than a pedestrian on the sidewalk. All of my friends have cars at this point so anyone without a car for an indefinite period is treated like deadweight and thus neglected. I have constantly busy and forgetful parents that will completely forget about me so I have to wait extended periods to be picked up. This wouldn't be so bad if I had others to share that plight with but I feel singled out when I see lower income kids drive cars. I want to get a job, I want to not have to worry about how long I'll have to wait or if my parents completely forgot about picking me up from school (I have minimum day so the bus is not an option). I just can't take it, I feel closed off and removed and caged and the constant financial setbacks of my family like God is constantly tossing me a big fuck you to me having any feeling of independence in where I go and when I go. I don't even want anything except for that at this point because I just feel so bottled up. I'm sick of not being able to go anywhere, I'm sick of everything being out of reach. I'm sick of having to rely on my parents for so much. I just want to do things on my own, but it keeps looking like that will never happen!
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Jenni-No-Mercy's avatar
It's understandable. I know how you feel